ADDICTION!

Why is it after being clean for so many years you still dream about people you where involved with or just hanged around. And you know in your heart half of them you shouldn't even of been around but you was so you can't change that. Sometimes the dreams i have are so vivid, I think that when i dream about someone from my past they are dead. why? I don't know. Maybe because of the things i did back then, and it seems like everytime i dream about a certain person we are using or trying to get high. I know deep in my heart i am not going to use i just can't figure out why i am going through this "why". All i can say is that if you are deceased much love and i am glad i meet ya, we are taught not to live in the past because of where it might put us. So see it doesn't matter how long you have been clean the devil is always there trying to mess you up and i say go ---- yourself devil because i roll with JC jesus christ. Stay strong guy's and believe in yourself you can do it God Bless.